I guess you got mad at me for not telling you but I just didn’t wanna talk about it right now…
And I guess you got mad at me for not saying I love you back…but I never got the I love you… It’s not my fault…. I’m sorry it happened… You know my phone is always losing service…
And while you were getting mad at me…I was planning on what to send you on our four month…cause a lot of it popped up in my head and I wanted to save it for the day…
I’m trying my best…sorry it’s not good enough….
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You don’t know it cause you think I stopped. But yeah when I cut you have that dream that something happened to me…
It’s all my fault and I’m so sorry baby. I need help…

Respecting their beliefs and just leaving it at that.
Like sure you don’t believe it but I mean stop saying shit.
I don’t believe in what you do and I leave you alone when it comes to that.
I don’t tweet shit about it. You want religious kids. I said okay you do that. You really believe in what you do and I let you with out saying anything. Why don’t you just do the same…

And you had the nerve to text me to ask why I was blowing it all out of proportion? FUCK NO.
What kind of “gentlemen” makes his girlfriend upset everyday for a week. What kind of “gentleman” doesn’t even make sure that his relationship, or his girlfriend for that matter is okay? Like I know I got all sarcastic on you but shiiiit . You said that I don’t even try! I ALWAYS try cause I wanna keep you interested in me. I don’t want you to get bored with me.
Don’t tell me I blew things out of proportion cause all I’ve been doing is taking it instead of arguing with you. Sure I tweet about me being upset but I think I have the right to do that, especially since I don’t argue back.
Sure yesterday I argued but that’s cause you were “done talking to me”
Like geez. I never argue cause I’m scared of what’ll happen and I finally do and you just prove that I should be scared.
And oh. I didn’t realize it was funny when other girls send you kissy faces! How about I let guys send me kissy faces with little hearts, and let me just laugh at it like it’s gonna be okay with you. Like I’m not even with you cause we aren’t talking.
FUCK THAT SHIT. YOURE MINE AND NOT HERS. At least that’s what thought.
I’ve texted Valerie everyday this week about you and how you’re upset or I’m upset.
One more time and I’m so done. I’m tired of being sad.

I never forget to say it to you…how do you even forget to say that to someone you love?
You say it should be okay cause I should already know that you do but that doesn’t mean I don’t doubt it sometimes…I have my doubts as I’m sure you have yours. I said I wasn’t mad cause I wasn’t. I was kind of hurt that you forgot…I just don’t see how you forget to say that to your girlfriend.
I’m like a little puppy…I need you to be telling me you love me constantly. I need to really know you do. I mean I’m not clingy or anything so that’s the least you can do. You never send long texts so why can’t you say it with stuff like that.
Meh. Good night.

I know it…
The way I say sorry all the time…the way I get jealous when you talk to your ex. The way I get upset..
Im the way I am for reasons…I’m sorry they happened to me…I didn’t want them to…
I feel like I need to be better for you…try harder to make you wanna talk to me. I’m sorry I got upset and boring today…it’s just when you asked me why I said sorry so much all the memories of how I’d get treated all came back and I couldn’t take it all and pretend…I’m sorry babe…

I’m sorry babe… I don’t mean to be so upset…